Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Redeem: 34

Today I sent an official email saying
what I have known for a while now needed to be said,
an email of "my life is changing and I need
to make some changes in order to be ready"

I am struggling, with this.
After all of this waiting,
who would have thought?
Not me.

Upon hitting send I had great peace, of course.
Peace comes with obedience.

But to be completely honest:
I then slammed into discouragement so hard,
I thought I might not make it.

I am struggling, with this.
And really--who would have thought?

[redeem, verb: to free from what distresses or harms; to release from blame or debt; to regain possession or recover ownership; 
to convert, restore, atone; to save]

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